I’m a 17 year old alcoholic party slut

#Party_time

I am a 17 year old alcoholic party slutWhat teenager with a social life has not experimented with alcohol? I am seventeen years old and I am a senior in high school. Let me tell you a little bit about my experience with alcohol. If you are a parent to a teenager or you have someone very close to you around my age (like a younger sister) I would highly recommend you do not read beyond this point.

Still reading? Alright. You’ve been warned.

I think that I’m a pretty good looking girl but like any other 17 year old girl, I can’t get enough male attention. I need it and I crave it. There’s nothing like looking beautiful in someone’s eyes for just a few seconds. The best are the house parties that kids will throw when their parents are away. I remember the last one I went to. I got so drunk that I know I had a good time.

I went to the party dressed up as a slut. Judge me, but if you had my body at my age, you would have done the same thing. I hopped into a car with my two good girlfriends, Julie and Madison, and headed off to the party. It was already loud and there were people everywhere by the time I got there. I liked making an entrance because all it meant was that all eyes were on me- just the way that I planned for it.

Naturally, all the guys greeted me as I entered the party. I didn’t really like the taste of alcohol to be honest. As long as it was heavily mixed with a lot of sugar and a lot of juice, it was fine. I liked drinks that packed a punch while tasting like candy. The guy that was hosting the party had this green drink that he called liquid marijuana which tasted great, but he claimed it would have me on my *** in the next couple of minutes. I pounded about two of them. I still felt fine but I was going to give myself time to digest it. I didn’t want to have a funeral for my kidney that soon.

Sure enough, the host was correct that this drink was going to knock me down. Before I knew it, I was on some random guy’s lap and he was nuzzling my neck as I was giggling happily. This was a state I loved being in. In this moment, nothing mattered. I didn’t care if anyone talked about me in the morning- it just showed how much they care. It didn’t matter if I stayed out past curfew and I didn’t have to worry about this guy wanting a relationship or getting his feelings hurt. His breath smelled like beer and he was showering me with compliments. I got a glimpse of his eyes for a second and his name passed my mind. I recognized him though, for sure. I think he has a girlfriend.

I threw back another drink and the rest of the night was a blur. I found myself awkwardly wrestling him under the sheets on the host’s parents’ bed but I can’t remember too much from it. All I knew was, I somehow made it back to my house before the sun rose and before my parents woke up from their old people slumber. I crawled back in through my window and I welcomed myself into familiar sheets and pillows.

This was something that I did pretty much every weekend when my parents went to sleep. If it wasn’t at a house party, it would be at a club that didn’t care how old I am. I loved it. I may be heading down a path to alcoholism, but as long as I am having this much fun, it’s okay.

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Comments

  1. Z_Sanchez says

    I think it’s important to live and learn, and I’m all for having a good time. I love to drink occasionally, and even did before I was legally allowed to. But, and I’m not trying at all to be burgeoning or annoying, you may want to pace yourself a bit more. I know that you’re free, beautiful and young now, but you won’t always be. No one ever is, it doesn’t always last. It’s important to have fun and have the time of your life when you can, but try not to go to a dangerous extent. I’ve known many people who have died from alcoholism (one of my best-friends did at 19) and from drug overdoses. It’s fun to feel great, but it’s very important to know that it is just a temporary feeling, and it should be for a reason. Reality is not that terrible, just enjoy everything you can.

  2. S.A.Ganguli-Haaz says

    Be wary of what you’re doing. It might ruin you for a long run. What if you encountered someone who has STD’s or you accidentally found out that you’re pregnant? What will your future be looked like? What will your parents feel about these? Are you willing to put your life and future at stake just to have these kind of enjoyments?

  3. says

    Who am I to judge but from what I read I can only think that you might have deep self esteem issues. I mean, I also like throwing down a couple of beers ever now and then. I like the feeling of being in a blur because it numbs me and kind of refreshes my brain a few days later (after the hangover wares off). But being all slutty just to get attention is just a little dumb, in my opinion. You do think that you do what you want, that this is what you want, that you are your own boss, and all that but all that you really do is objectify yourself without even knowing it. Seriously! I am not your mom! I am a guy and I like to see a good looking girl at a party as any other guy would but whenever I see a girl dressed in slutty clothes just to get attention I just can’t help but get a cramp in my stomach. You should really reconsider your approach on getting attention. A firm bum and chest only last so long and in the long run you’ll just end up looking ridiculous. And another though: as any 20 something person will tell you, all the teen rebellions that they went thorough were just as shallow as the people they were trying to impress. Let this sink in for a while.

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